My song Lucy & Peter. Hopefully you like it. It's pretty shitty, it was recorded in the middle of the night but still, it's the best version of this song of mine so far. :)

Just a piece of nonsense

You'd love to hurt me

 so badly

 oh so bad

But I'm the one to tell you

it's not like that

You're not  evil

you couldn't be

It's just something you'd like to be

Evil

lonely

alone

One more reason for you to appreciate the people near you, one final chance to tell them " I love you "

You're breathing. You can't feel a thing. It's so frustrating. You can't even move your feet. You're numb. Smiling without a one single grue on your face. Thinking about all the things you would've wanted to say. But it's too late. You're alone. You can see them. They can't see you. Apparently you started crying. Not that they'd see it. It's terrible. All the emotions making you wanna vomit. You're paralyzed, can't even drop a single tear. What's happening? I can't just understand. You're standing there. I'm trying to wave my hand. This is all pointless and useless. Suddenly I start seeing the light. Running to you. There you are. Finally your heart starts beating. Faster... Faster... Faster.... You're starting to feel your legs ... Faster.... Faster.... Finally when you can already open your eyes; you thank God; You're alive.

Just in time, it was almost too late to say goodbyes.

My what to do list of today;

• learn by heart your speech for the play
• do your guidance counselling thingies 
• do your homework
• read for the exams 
• update your other blog.

hmm.... One thing's for sure;

I NEED COFFEE. 

'Tiny little tears and a thousand miles

Your words are hurting

your lies make me suffer even more

I don’t know what to say

‘cause “I’ve never felt this way” is just not enough

I’ve felt this way

a thousand times before

it’s like someone’s stabbing my heart

with thousand different knives

And I was so blind and trusted in you

trusted in your enchanted lies 

Insane

All you think about is food

and you stink so badly when you smile

I guess this eyeliner’s waterproof 

but who am I to judge?

To your stupid questions

I shall never give an answer

and forever I will stay 

 stay as insane

as now 

Woop woop !

So, I decided to start writing a blog here, in English. Not that it'd be my mother tongue ( as you can probably see ) but I just never felt Finnish as the language I love to write in. It's easier for me to express myself in English.


And what I'm gonna put up here?

• my poems, lyrics, songs perhaps
• some jeremiad of my miserable life¨
• some pictures I've taken
• pretty much everything

Feel free to follow if you care, I wont bite. Much. 

If you care, check out my tumblr; http://vivvs.tumblr.com/